You Never Know | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

You Never Know | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

I was recently on Amtrak going upstate to visit friends, and when I travel by train, I love love love the quiet car. Not every train offers this little moving oasis of silence, but when possible, I always choose to sit there. On this particular trip, it was, and I did. I settled in by a window, put my phone on silent, and prepared for two centering hours without conversation or sounds from electronic devices….

You Never Know | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

Are You Ready To Serve? | The Rev. Robert A. Jacobs, Deacon

We are called to a life of Servanthood….

…Being a Christian is not about being better than someone else, having a more superior position, nor is it about having power over someone else. Jesus said, “whoever wants to become great among you must be your servant, and whomever wants to be first must be slave of all.” (Mark 10:43-44)

Following Jesus we are led into a life of serving others, no matter who we are.  It is a special type of service. The type of service Jesus is encouraging us to live out is one of really serving others, so they benefit….

Being a Christian is about serving others and serving them in the right way, which is with love.

You Never Know | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

Returning | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

Comedian Steve Harvey has a moment in one of his routines where he talks about being “old school” when it comes to music. He describes how much he enjoys the R and B soul singers of the 1960s and 70s who insisted on love as the focus of their songs. And then he launches into an appreciation for the syncopated dance moves of groups like the Temptations; how smoothly they worked together, and how remarkable it was that they produced such beautiful vocals using just one microphone.

You Never Know | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

Prayer for the Baptized | The Rev. Susan E. Hill, Associate Rector

This fall we are exploring the sacraments in our Adult Forum series, and we have started at the beginning, with Baptism. Some of us were baptized as babies, while others were old enough to remember the ritual – but in either case, we have found that there is a wealth of meaning in this ancient sacrament! A few of the various strands of this meaning include a welcome into a parish community as well as into the Body of Christ, the forgiveness of sins, and a radical dying to our old life and rising into the new.

You Never Know | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

Slow Knowledge | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

I participated recently in a community meeting where someone reminded those present of the concept of “slow knowledge.” Originally coined by David Orr in the 90’s, the basic premise here is that wisdom is gained in inverse proportion to the rate at which information is ingested. In other words, the faster we try to absorb what’s being thrown at us, the less we will be able to be formed by what we know.

            As we all experience in one form or another, the amount of content available to us and the rapidity with which that content comes to us has only accelerated since Orr first wrote. The idea of engaging information slowly is countercultural, for sure. And yet, Orr makes the argument that we are made to be more intentional in our learning; more experiential and reflective. He cites nature in support of his argument, and writes, “Except for rare episodes of punctuated equilibrium, evolution seems to work by the slow trial and error testing of small changes. Nature seldom, if ever, bets it all on a single throw of the dice.”…

You Never Know | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

Commission | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

            In the dark comedy Harold and Maude, twenty-something, despairing, death-obsessed Harold loves life-affirming Maude, who is getting ready to celebrate her 80th birthday. Toward the end of the movie (spoiler alert), Harold arranges a surprise party for her. He decorates a room with all her favorite flowers and gives her a present and says he wants her to be happy. She tells him she is happy, and then shares with him that she won’t live much longer….

You Never Know | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

Why Are You Leaving? | The Rev. Robert A. Jacobs, Deacon

…In Sunday’s Gospel we will read, people decided that they weren’t ready to make the sacrifices that Jesus was asking of them. Maybe they didn’t understand what Jesus was asking them to do and when they discovered the reality, they decided it wasn’t for them. Maybe they thought they were willing, but when push comes to shove, they decided that it was just too much for them to take on….

You Never Know | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

Guest Contributor | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

Give-Away Song

This is my give-away—
not because I don’t want
it anymore,
not because it’s out of
style or
broken or….

…“‘Give-Away Song’ honors our Dakota value of generosity and sharing whatever we have with those around us. This poem is also a response to the missionaries and Indian agents who often reported that our ancestors did not know the value of things that the government provided them—blankets, flour, meat, food, tools, other supplies—and that when those goods were distributed, the people would immediately share with others who did not have as much as they did. But I think our ancestors did know exactly the value of things and that value only comes when you can share.”

You Never Know | The Rev. Dr. Anna S. Pearson, Rector

Morning Prayer | The Rev. Susan E. Hill, Associate Rector

As you know, for most of the pandemic, the Church of the Holy Apostles shifted to doing church online via Zoom, and since we were not able to share the Eucharist, we prayed Morning Prayer together instead. Some of you might already have been familiar with this service, while for others of you, especially if you are newer to the Episcopal Church, it was strange and new. But the practice of praying in the morning as a way of giving thanks and preparing for the day to come has very deep roots….


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